Haram for Me to see Behind

tumblr_inline_n1ago2y7J11qb7t48Being honest, this is very difficult for me to receive this fate. But I have to move on soon. Let me say “Haram for me to see behind!”
See at back of me, it is a darkness. More over,  Backside of me, it means that I will get a gigantic new problem. Yeah I’ve thought about that. So, let it go. Let me breathe out and breathe in new air.

Guys, I failed to get LPDP scholarship.

Hiks enough 😢😢😢 *gua hampir nangis darah. Wkwk…
But, gak juga kok. I just frustrated a whole day. Rethinking what made me become a loser.

Hmmm, I acknowledge that I am a real scholarship hunter. Yeahhhhh… REAL! So, I reveal that “don’t be distress forever”. I should move on and move up immediately 😊😊😊

Tenang kawan, bukan puji namanya kalo cengeng terus-terusan. Bukan Puji namanya kalo gak tangguh. Bukan puji namanya kalo sekali gagal langsung nyerah. Yeahhh! I am Puji, and I am a real scholarship hunter.

Honestly, LPDP scholarship is the third scholarship that I applied. Firstly, IELSP. Secondly, Ignazy-Polandia Scholarship.
*Keep calm, Puji. You are still in the third trial. Many people tend to success in the seventh or perhaps eighth trial.
YOU CAN! YOU CAN! YOU CAN, PUJI!

When I felt sad, I become more spirit like before. This is not by accident, I mean bukan kebetulan I think. Directly felt “jlebbb”. Masya Allah, I’ve seen a marvelous article, and there are two quotes of hadits in the content. Jlebb banget 😢😢😢 it seems that it is very special for me. Yeahhh just for me…

Here is the article:

Allah putar kehidupan di dunia ini sesuai dengan sunnah (aturan) yang sudah ditetapkan-Nya. Keadaan yang membahagiakan dan menyedihkan akan silih berganti menimpa manusia selagi ia masih hidup di dunia ini. Tidak peduli, apakah dia muslim atau kafir, orang taat atau pendosa, semua harus menjalani aturan itu.

Cuma bagi orang mukmin apapun yang menimpa dirinya adalah baik. Nikmat bila disyukuri akan menjadi kebaikan bagi dirinya, begitu juga musibah bila dihadapi dengan sabar akan mendatangkan kebaikan untuknya. Segala kesulitan, susah, rasa sakit dan kesedihan menjadi kafarat bagi dosanya. Itulah anugrah dari Allah bagi hamba-Nya yang beriman.

Rasulullah Shallahu ‘alaikhi wa sallam bersabda:

“Sungguh mengherankan perkara seorang mukmin itu, sesungguhnya semua perkaranya itu baik baginya, dan itu tidak dimiliki oleh siapapun kecuali hanya untuk orang mukmin. Jika seorang mukmin itu mendapat kesenangan lalu kemudian dia bersyukur (hanya kepada Allah) niscaya ia akan mendapatkan kebaikan baginya. Dan jika dia ditimpa musibah lalu bersabar, maka itu juga sebuah kebaikan baginya”. (HR. Muslim)

“Tidak ada penyakit, kesedihan dan bahaya yang menimpa seorang mukmin hinggga duri yang menusuknya melainkan Allah akan mengampuni kesalahan-kesalahannya dengan semua itu.” (HR. Bukhari)

Written by
Zulfi Akmal
Al-Azhar, Cairo
(Sumber: website PKS via aplikasi android)

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I also read the meaning of QS.12:18…
It is very wonderful quote for me…

Ya rabb, I convince myself that I will get the best choice from you. I always believe QS.2:216. Yeah it is my pataba quote in my life.
Thanks ya rabb, you always get involve to in my life especially to my problem right now.

Bismillah, let me do the best for the next struggle; AAS, erasmus mundus, chevening, LPDP afirmasi I 2016, and so on…
Semanggi, semangat yang tinggi🙂
La tahzan, believe myself, Allah will be with me everywhere and whenever 😊😊😊🔜🔜🗽🗽🗽🗽🌉🌉

Mari berceloteh :)

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